Friday, October 30, 2009


mushroom mushroom lol

having exam on wednesday and thursday
5pm to 7pm
jiayou! jiayou!

you can never take every thing for granted . its all a privilege
friendship
relationship
kinship

i am blessed with you all (L)
whos around me
every single one of you



i hearts tay ping hui
lol
he is so hot. and so cute


i am so gonna watch
the storm warriors 2
10 dec

Thursday, October 29, 2009



its a rainy day
bad luck

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


my latest addiction
Fifi Lapin!

I like Legend of the Seeker
haha

i kinda like ECD tutor too.
it seems that all the modules have great tutors and lecturer this semester

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i am starting to like tourism law
seriously
because of the lecturer
he explains in a very interesting way
in an understandable way
and he will add jokes inside which makes the whole lesson funny
kinda of cool
he maybe one of the new lecturers i like


"if you cant change fate than change your attitude "

sorry to all my fellow friends
that i was abit cranky
and very insensitive
sorry for being an asshole

the old me will be back soon

i thrashed out everything
tried to hold back some tears but yea
every thing that i kept in my heart for 3 months had been expressed
and yea
lightened

i never wish for forever
i just wish we can be happy when we are together
we still have things to learn
maturity is important and slowly
we will grow


i want to change into a better person

Monday, October 26, 2009


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i wish i was not in love

at least it saves me from misery
from every single crap you give me

fuck my heart

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Rihannnnnnnna new song
with Ne-yo as the writer
dark feel

Rihanna - Russian Roulette



Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus)
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost

(Chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late too pick up the value of my life
i really do prefer seas than forest!
haha
conquer HSBC TREE WALK
exhausting


first day of work today
horrible
but compared to pan pacific
its much easier

my folks understand why i like to post lyrics on blogs
as usually those are words i am currently feeling

偶尔 - 张韶涵
我們都曾經 失去愛情
從你的身上我認識刻骨銘心
錯過的花季 我的心也就結成冰

我們都曾經 非常努力
卻常常的歎息 常常有了疑問句
所以我 離去

偶爾很清醒 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很傷心
當我們反覆練習 想
讓愛歸零 但無能為力

偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢醒 偶爾很想你
當我們同時安靜 也做
了決定 卻不要再見你

我們都曾經失去愛情
從你的身上我認識 刻骨銘心
錯過的花季 我的心也就結成冰

我們都曾經非常努力
卻常常的歎息 常常有了疑問句
所以我離去

偶爾很清新 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很傷情
當我們彷彿練習 想讓
愛歸零 但無能為力

偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢境 偶爾很想你
當我們同時安靜也做
了決定 卻不要再見你

偶爾很慶幸 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很想起

當我們反覆練習 想
讓愛歸零但無能為力
偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢境 偶爾很想你
當我們安靜 也做了
決定 卻不要再見你

i do hate quarrels
its tiring
its stressing

i feel unhealthy.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Stephen Chow in "A Chinese Odyssey" ("Journey To The West"). Law Kar Ying sings "Only You".
something funny



The lyrics goes (I am not a Cantonese but will try my best to translate):
Only You...
Can take me to obtain the Holy Scripts (from the Western Regions)
Only You...
Can kill all demons and spirits
Only You...
Can protect me (Law Kar Ying looks back lovingly at Stephen Chow)
Preventing Cockel Spirits and Crab Spirits from eating ("DAP") me
Only you have the capability
And it is Only You...(Law Kar Ying looks back lovingly at Stephen Chow, again. Music stops. Stephen Chow tries to speak)
O-o-o-o-only You....
Please don't blame teacher for being naggy
Put on this KU (Metallic ring meant for putting on Monkey God's head to control him. It can shrink in size and cause pain when Tripitaka chant a curse. It's a gift from the Goddess Of Mercy as the Monkey God is always out of control)
Don't be afraid of death and don't "TI TENG" (shiver/tremble)
When in trouble, don't be afraid
I (I'll) understand
Must put in your best effort to DO (it)
When you're afraid, I will share it with you. (LKY holds SC's hand)
Amitabha.... ("Amen" in Buddhism)
The Blue Lagoon
1980s movie
A story of natural love. Two children shipwrecked alone on a tropical island. Nature is kind. They thrive on the bounty of jungle and lagoon. The boy grows tall. The girl beautiful. They swim naked over coral reefs. They run in a cathedral of trees. And the warm winds, the tropic moon, the silk sand conspire to enchant them. When their love happens, it is natural as the sea, and as powerful. Love as nature intended to be

kinda nice
love should be innocent
sometime it can be a poison

i do prefer islands,seas and fishes then forest

Thursday, October 22, 2009


i feel so unhealthy
emotional unhealthy

photography was not as fun as i thought it was
trash


"Chuck: if i knew his name,i'd kill him.
Nate: Because you kill people now? What, you gonna hunt him down with your scarf?
Chuck: Don't mock the scarf,Nathaniel. It's my signature "


i love america's next top model!

thursday
11pm
allison is so cute
big freaky eyes
catfights! bitches!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

back from school!
i am happy to seeee all my poly mates
every single ones
those that went for oip
those that didnt
love love love and love you people lots lots


happy birthday sp!
i know i am not needed
so take care
have lots of fun!

Monday, October 19, 2009


tomorrow will be my official day to start school!
hahah
changed my blog skin
never use a single photoshop tool
(because lappy is not here)

having short hair sucks for now
but i will get use to it !

chionnng HBM project
SPA management tomorrow

isint rupert charming?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

its 131am!
17 october 2009
have been back for at least 1 day~

SHANGRI LA~
the trip to china have made me appreciate my life(because of that typhoon),my home and my loves.
helps me deepen bonds with few of my friends(allows me to know them better) like kwoon jiew,xinyu,serene,serena,jieting, jiaen and joanna .
get to talk to some of the classmates like the girls
and get to work with some like aaron and alden for projects
i can survive without television for two months and now i think tv shows are dumb.
glad to have a bathroom,my fridge and my family in Singapore
certainly miss crap jokes, girls talk, tortoise hiding and slacking in room 208 with my girls in the night.
and really having Anthony as our host is great. hes a singaporean by the way. hes helpful and a real gentleman!

my favourite food in china(except those that is way toooooooo salty or just didnt try before)
my xia long bao which i ate almost every day from the canteen and hong kong
i love tomatoes and beef being cooked together
yang zhou fried rice from the canteen. awfully generous portion for one person
KOREAN BBQ (hearts hearts hearts)
Portuguese egg tart from Macau

i can continue to talk(blabber :yak yak and yak) about the trip for hours but i am sleepy LOL
so yea. i will post the photos (latest ) in facebook when i have the time and energy
dear god pls bless my lappy to be alright

conclusion:
this trip changes people's life,perspectives and thoughts.
i realise theres a lot of thing in Singapore i can live without
i have slowly matured over those 2 months and
HELL YEA. i know what i want in life and what i dont ever want anymore


ROCK ON!
screw the uncool

i need to work now
broke
but HAPPY

thanks to aud for accompany me to fujitsu service centre

i gonnna change my blogskin asap after i received my lappy back.

this song is full of words of my emotions
listen and understand

Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Sunday, October 04, 2009

mid Autumn festival in china is so exciting
its like national day in singapore
its where all of the families gather for dinner,moon appreciation and eat moon cakes
COOOOOLLLL
x)
i realise i cant communicate well in Mandarin with the China students!
haha but i tried real hard yea!
JIAYOU!

hahahaha

serena is so mushy with her boyfriend
canot stand it
lol

i cant wait to go back to singapore
finish every projects and tests
and enjoy final days of holiday before school start
and meeet all my friends
misssssses lots!
and go shoppping
and singapore food!
bak ku teh
ikan bili fried rice
rojak
popiah
fried banana
laksa
chicken chop
yong tau fu
roast duck rice
roast chicken rice
ban mian
clementi fooooooooood

phone card no money
considering whether to top up
should i?
love my familyyyyyyy


soon it will be haz and yilong b-dae!
~.~