i am slowing down
like totally
guess thats what you get when you are ageing
my reflex may be slower than usual
i might not laugh at every jokes
tension eases
drained out in a good way
man man lai
no worries
i am not suicidal

a good book helps me relax
finally i can concentrate on issues


i am scared of crowds in school
and thats why i dislike schooling in ngee ann poly where
there are like tons and tons of human beings walking around
:S
makan place is the worst

i badly want photoshop

you belong with me
taylor swift

same concept as avril lavigne "girlfriend"
but
taylor looks pretty nice being a blond
rather than a brunette

do you prefer

MIley Cyrus - Party In The U.S.A.


OR

Demi Lovato - Remember December


OR

Emily Osment - All The Way Up

in the middle of an ordinary life,
love creates a fairytale

went to gugu house with family and mel mel
aww..
gu zhang have a big wide scar on his chest
it must be very painful.
heart problems
life is fragile

played wii till 6pm ++

ate dinner at ah mei cafe in imm
nasi briyani (L)
tried out fish spa.
super scaryyy but kinda cool
too many fishies crowd around my feetie
tons of dead skins

I JUST WATCHED THE PREVIEW FOR NEW MOON
haha
well the movie was kinda of disappointment
the book is definitely better
i didnt cry at the breakup scene
and i did (multiples time) when i read new moon
the emotions .
literacy shows more
but well. i am currently hooked again -.-
have to go re - read my books

i am in team edward (books)
i am in team jacob ( films)

Taylor Laurent is young and amazingly fit. hahaha

三个愿望

你开始会计划未来了
那恋人正拿我看心灵的存折
像火星的脾气少很多
很忙也会记得抽空练完

你做的事我都看见了
所以抱你你的时候眼里红红的
就算你有时候会犯错
怎么想都在不开心什么

你答应送我三个愿望
第一个希望你能健康开朗
第二个希望我能更懂体谅
第三个希望我们永远有话讲

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

因为很爱所以会想通
不再去坚持己见让彼此难过
当感情很稳定很浓厚
退让也会有种甜蜜感受
你答应送我三个愿望

第一个希望你能健康开朗
第二个希望我能更懂体谅
第三个希望我们永远有话讲

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

感谢我们的爱情没有翅膀
一步步走在往幸福的路上
再用足够时间好好欣赏
让开心春夏秋冬四季的风光

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

a loving relationship requires trust
faith
with a bit of fantasy
and sometimes self sacrifice
-Heroes

dakota fanning grew up to be a beautiful lady
wa. amazed
from the small girl from war of the world to this.
look out for her in new moon as jane who is part of the Volturi

and
today is offcial "the end" for photography lesson
i will miss my mates for the class
especially lynn hahaha

and
there was a flood in ngee ann poly
how exciting

2012
rocks

i will buy a boat before 2012 20 november
and row to save people i love
hahaha

the whole movie makes me excited, teary and think far too much about the future.
5 thumbs up!

m i a klutz?

Lovely Complex
Lovely Complex is about two Hich School students Atsushi Otani (played by Koike) and Risa Koizumi (played by Fujisawa). Risa, a tall Japanese girl, gets rejected by a boy because she is taller than him. Otani, a short Japanese guy, gets rejected by a girl because he is shorter than her. And the two gradually become attracted to each other while coping with their respective height complexes. Together, they became the laughing stock of their whole school, always caught bickering back and forth. Although everyone claims that they€™re a perfect couple€, both deny it with rage. Fed up, Koizumi set out on a mission to find a fitting boyfriend, but who knows, maybe...

watched the anime and the movie.
not bad
hahas

Christmas festival always do things to people


i hate period cramps

飞侠小白龙
飞侠小白龙 （小白龙情海翻波）

“小白龙”本名黑凤(张柏芝饰)，出身富豪之家，凭其独特气质、美丽容颜以及一流的演奏技巧，深得二皇子(安志杰饰)的欢心。当众人认为他们是天造地设的一对，二人也预备全心投入感情时，黑凤竟然无意间得到了神奇武功，更肩负起捉拿刺客盲侠(吴镇宇饰)的责任。盲侠又名“一地鸡毛”，因做案前要在案发现场撒满鸡毛而得名，自幼双目失明，表面是街头按摩师，实质以杀人为职业，为他做杀人生意接头人的药材店老板是他唯一信任的朋友。由弱女子成为小侠女，黑凤身体不堪负荷起了异变——脸上长满红疮，必须积善造福才能消退，为了以最完美的形态和二皇子见面，黑凤以白布遮面劫富济贫，赢得“飞侠小白龙”的美誉。俗话说不打不相识，当盲侠对二皇子下了追杀令时，黑凤为保护心上人和盲侠开战，不敌盲侠的黑凤意外受伤，却让盲侠对其细心呵护、百般照顾，在互相试探之中盲侠冷漠的内心起了变化，产生了温情，二人由敌对演变出爱情，二皇子醋海生波，誓要杀死盲侠，重夺美人心，柏芝左右为难，只得化身小白龙劫法场，一段震撼江湖的三角恋由此而生……

"看看星 看看海 看看地 看看你"
"我没有死穴，认识你就是我的死穴" (L)


watched this movie yesterday on channel 8
so t o u c h i n g
so m o v i n g
emotional
i like this kind of chinese movies
hehehehee





when God takes away something, He will give you something in return

a question to ponder
why dint our Singapore president get to meet Mr Obama
and not representing our country in the APEC meeting?

russian roulette

finally the new mv is out ahaha

i prefer this side of lady gaga
gentle
rather than wacky and goes semi-naked every single time she performs

someone won a million dollar out of macdonald monopoly in america -.-

and
will you get married to someone whom you only know for 1 month?

watching reality shows to kill time
Keeping Up with the Kardashians - Season 4 Episode 1 Part 1 - The Wedding - 11/8/2009



http://www.keepingkardashians.com/

filthy rich people
with super impulses
and additional vulgarities

heres are some of my shots
presented today

is it nice?
hehee

bored
still in school


dishearted

thanks for min's inspiration
from collagen
haha
to do spm newsbite

went to hort park today with bro to get more nature shots
and we were literally stuck in hort park shelter .
avoiding the rain
but in the end we still get wet.

exhausted !

done one of my tutorial
tlaw
should i do ecd soon?
no ideas for spm at all


Justin Bieber - ONE TIME
hes young but he look cute
LOL


so adorable
15 years old

The All American Rejects I Wanna Touch You



I Look So Good -Jessie James

boy i would have thought that,
when you left me i'd be broken,
with my confidence gone,
so gone.
hey boy i would have thought that
when you said that you don't want me
i'd feel ugly and sense something was wrong

standin' in front of the mirror
my skins never been clearer
my smiles never been whiter

(chorus:)
I look so good without you
Got me a new hair due
Lookin' fresh and brand new
since you said that we were through
done with your lies
baby now my tears dry
you can see my brown eyes
ever since you said goodbye

i look so good
i look so good without you
i look so good
i look so good without you

hey i never would have thought that
when you left me
i'd feel sexy and so good in my skin again
and i never would have known that
i'd be dreaming so much better
without you in my head

standin' in front of the mirror
my clothes never fit better
my, i've never been louder

(repeat chorus)

i look so good
i look so good without you
i look so good i look so good without you

now baby my body's lookin' better than before
ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door
i realize now i deserve so much more
than what you give
than what you give
than what you give ohhhh


(repeat chorus)

yesterday went to take photos in sentosa for my photography assignment
cute little boy


one of my best shots

finally watched 500 days of summer (un in tentionally)
i thought it was down
disclaimer:
"On January 8, Tom Hansen (Joseph Gordon-Levitt) meets Summer Finn (Zooey Deschanel), the new assistant to his boss (Clark Gregg). Tom trained as an architect but works as a writer at a greeting card company, living in Los Angeles.

One month later, following a karaoke night, Tom's co-worker, McKenzie (Geoffrey Arend), lets slip that Tom is attracted to Summer. Over the next few months Summer and Tom grow closer, despite Summer making it clear to Tom that she does not believe in true love, and does not want a boyfriend.

Tom shows Summer his favorite spot in the city, which looks out over a number of buildings he likes, although the view is spoiled by car parks. After a few weeks dating, Tom gets into a fight with a guy chatting up Summer, and they have their first argument.

On day 290, Summer and Tom split up after they see The Graduate, a film which Tom thinks shows true love. Tom does not take the break up well and Tom's friends call his younger sister, Rachel (Chloë Moretz), to calm him down.

Summer quits the greeting card company and Tom's boss moves him to consolations, as his depression is not suitable for happier events.

Months later Summer and Tom attend the wedding of a co-worker, they dance at the wedding and Summer catches the bouquet. They sit next to each other on the journey home and Summer invites Tom to a party at her apartment for the Friday. Tom attends the party and sees that Summer is wearing an engagement ring. Realizing what is being celebrated, he leaves the party.

Tom enters a deep depression, only leaving the house for alcohol and junk food. After a few days, he returns to work drunk and quits his job. He sets about re-applying himself to architecture, makes a list of firms, and begins to attend interviews.

On day 488, he meets Summer at his favorite spot and they reconcile; he wishes her well. Twelve days later, on Wednesday, May 23, he attends a job interview and meets a girl (Minka Kelly), who is also applying for the same job. Before entering the interview, he makes a date to have coffee with her afterward. He asks her for her name, and she replies, "Autumn."
"

a superior well done film!
kinda regret not watchin it sooner
the style of the movie is unique and i like it a lot
comedy plus love
but this is a breakup film yea

moral of the story: when fate comes by, dont ever miss it. and love does suddenly appear lol

Zooey Deschanel is cute hearts!


movies i wan to watch
2012
avater ~
new moon hahahaha

my latest addiction 下一站，幸福
Autumn's Concerto
"Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He’s the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Chen, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Chen does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Chen teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Chen to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi’s child.

Six years pass. Mu Chen lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi’s heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Chen. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop will I alight at? "

Vannese is damn hot LOL
and he freaky improved his acting skills
and his hair looks nice
and his figure is balanced (not overly trained)
hearts hearts and more hearts
hahahaha
i am a hua xin da luo bou

突然想愛你

突然想爱我已不是小孩
却像首次告白只想被你爱
突然想爱最坦然的坦白
像赤裸的脚踝舒服自在
活过来我都爱
突然明白之前的都不算爱
我都爱活过来
责无旁贷也包括你的不可爱
总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开
原来一切值得期待
总是突如其来爱像河流进了大海
原来应该这样存在
突然想爱最温柔的覆盖
草地等到花开信手拈来
突然想爱我已不是小孩
却想被你溺爱只想被你爱
活过来我都爱
突然明白之前的都不算爱
我都爱活过来
责无旁贷也包括你的不可爱
总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开
原来一切值得期待
总是突如其来爱像河流进了大海
原来应该这样存在
爱是耐心爱是勇气
爱是默契不言而喻
爱是上瘾爱是不可理喻
我还不了解的事~~
总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开
原来一切可以忍耐
总是突如其来爱爱之所以成为爱
我在就为你的到来
总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开
原来一切可以忍耐
总是突如其来爱爱之所以成为爱
我在就为你的到来

and of couse the latest drama
mr pig stars

Hi My Sweetheart

is funny and only for the light hearted ones
and very lame
lol
but i wont be watchin it soonn
until at least 5 eps comes out

photos that sum up my photoshoot with class in bontanic garden
still got more hehehe
more and more professional
the photos quality have been change by blogger thats why it looks weird
dont mind it

raining day
trapped in bg

screwed by tdm exam

but its fun time now!

criminal minds rock my socks!
so cool
every 11 pm to 12 midnight

tasteless

i finished drinking
the hot water and warm water available
still like that
body aching
tissues
asshole sia

JIAYOU

i literally body slams my mummy when she said chen han wei is gay
and refuse to get up when she keep insisting he is gay .


i wannt a penguin husband

nice photo right?
sun rays


flu bug flu bug
feeling horrible
tissue tissue tissue

i hearts kiwi lots lots
now i prefer kiwis over mangos
awwwww

Broken Hearted Girl -Beyonce



Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl

Now Im at a place I thought Id never be
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl Nono
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl



~~~
Its a beautiful sunday
rise and shine
still have photographs not taken
exams coming soon
and i am still slacking

had dance lesson yesterday for one hour at Esplanade
under the festival of da:ns
swing dance is fun
lesson is toooooooooooooooo short
mac monopoly
home sweet home

thanks serene for the coookies!
weiting do get well soon !

Ego - Beyonce feat Kanye West

the music video have the same concept with "Single Ladies"

(Kanye)
I got a big ego ha ha ha
Im Such a big ego uh uh uh
I got a big ha ha ha ego
She love my big ha ha ha ego
So stroke my big ha ha ha ego
I like to joke around a little bit but here we go
Welcome to the wonderful world of gold plated ???
Everything I throw up, blow up
Talking to the girl she said know what grow up, ya nasty
I dont understand why they tripping if you ask me
Flow just the nicest
I emit the propane
I just spit prolly just raise the gas prices
Everybody in the club tryna get as fresh as me
What you on dog?
Tryna stay recession free
and spit refreshingly when I rock the stadium
You prolly get sweaty, you should get a extra tee
Now im standing next to Jay who standing next to B
Couldve been anywhere in the world but youre here with me
Thats good for my ego, ha ha, me and my ego
And he go everywhere we go
My ego is my imaginary friend
He was with me when I was only imagining
I had dreams of the league,
one day Id play Kobe or walk up to Puff
and he would really know me.
Couldnt let the dream killers kill my self-esteem.
Or use the arrogance as the steam that power my dreams and my ego

(Beyoncé)
Its on,
Baby lets get lost
You dont need
To call into work,
Cuz youre the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky thats a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
Id rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didnt know was inside,
No need for me to lie

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
Its too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually Im humble
Right now I dont choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide when you find
On what Im working with

Damn I know,
Im killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact its my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like Im that b****
Ego so strong, if you aint know
I dont need no beat, I can sing it with piano

Ego - Beyonce feat Kanye West

the music video have the same concept with "Single Ladies"

(Kanye)
I got a big ego ha ha ha
Im Such a big ego uh uh uh
I got a big ha ha ha ego
She love my big ha ha ha ego
So stroke my big ha ha ha ego
I like to joke around a little bit but here we go
Welcome to the wonderful world of gold plated ???
Everything I throw up, blow up
Talking to the girl she said know what grow up, ya nasty
I dont understand why they tripping if you ask me
Flow just the nicest
I emit the propane
I just spit prolly just raise the gas prices
Everybody in the club tryna get as fresh as me
What you on dog?
Tryna stay recession free
and spit refreshingly when I rock the stadium
You prolly get sweaty, you should get a extra tee
Now im standing next to Jay who standing next to B
Couldve been anywhere in the world but youre here with me
Thats good for my ego, ha ha, me and my ego
And he go everywhere we go
My ego is my imaginary friend
He was with me when I was only imagining
I had dreams of the league,
one day Id play Kobe or walk up to Puff
and he would really know me.
Couldnt let the dream killers kill my self-esteem.
Or use the arrogance as the steam that power my dreams and my ego

(Beyoncé)
Its on,
Baby lets get lost
You dont need
To call into work,
Cuz youre the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky thats a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
Id rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didnt know was inside,
No need for me to lie

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
Its too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually Im humble
Right now I dont choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide when you find
On what Im working with

Damn I know,
Im killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact its my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like Im that b****
Ego so strong, if you aint know
I dont need no beat, I can sing it with piano